When Makayla was born, I thought for sure I would remember every single moment. I remember the smell of her new born head when I kissed it, I remember the way she smiled at me, I remember holding her and dancing in her room wishing she would stay little forever.....I remember her Pink Lady dance, I remember her watching Elmo's Potty Time 2000 times, I remember her kindness, I remember her first pony tail, I remember her laughing on the swing set, I remember her pink cowgirl boots, I remember her first chocolate cake....
A boy they said....A boy. I remember Mike's excitement, I remember Kristy and Forrest playing in the lobby with Makayla while they waited on the announcement, I remember my dad so happy with the news, I remember choosing Stone Jett for the name - he was sure to be a Heisman Trophy winner with that name :) I remember two days before he was born....my dad diagnosed with melanoma, my grandpa Blackstone died, I remember my dad sneaking in the OR to catch a peak of Stone before he drove away to the funeral..... His dark hair, his dark skin, his big dark eyes.... I knew we were in trouble.
I was carrying in the groceries, I left Mike alone with an almost 3 year old and 8 month old for 45 minutes... I remember his words, "Do you want to adopt a baby?" I remember I thought he was crazy. He must have watched a Feed the Children Infomercial while I was gone....I remember Dr. Johnson's words, Leaving the Hospital, Safe Haven, In Labor Now....I remember what the pastor said, "Don't fight God's will"...I remember calling a lawyer at 10PM, I remember calling my neighbor at 7AM...I remember sitting in the lobby at the hospital reading US Weekly Nick and Jessica were divorcing ....I remember when they came and got me, I remember they weren't monsters, I remember they were scared....I remember clutching my laptop and I remember them walking out the door...I remember his cone head, I remember his chubby face, I remember knowing I was his mother when I held him.
Now as I sit and listen to the Tick-Tock....I want to freeze time. A new home will soon house our Cuckoo Clock. A new group of boys will soon be apart of our family. A new community will soon help us make memories. A new chapter for the same Fab Five :)